Yes,I have had failed relationships. You can recover from this feeling. I am a male, 58, never married, and no kids. Maybe where you are is not a place to get lost but a place to unwind. We all make mistakes but none of us are mistakes.
Xx I lost my mind at 21, two hospital stays later and a hell of a lot of Lithium , depakote, lamictal, klonopin, not all at the same time. Some push further, and some give up on the very first sign of threat. I feel disolusiined with this life. So before you listen to the voice in your head to move into greener happier pastures, plan your steps, and be wise enough to plan with your head rather than your heart. What you've described about yourself, unfulfilled desires compounded by real life stresses have predisposed you to develop these depressive symptoms.
Again, not something you want to do all in one night. Many suffers for not having a child, and many for not having health. There are lots of times when I feel alone, scared, and lonely. I was crushed by this. Be the powerful person you really are. He got on a motorcycle with his brother and went on a multiple year road trip after high school.
You don't have to prove your worth to anybody else than yourself, and if you feel that you are not worth it, then you are lying to yourself. It will prevent you from reading too many negative posts and it will prevent others from thinking you are feeling depressed and viewing you in a certain light. I hope this is useful! All I can gather is people, even the people who are supposed to love you the most are more inclined to judge you and abandon you rather than stick thru the hard times with you. Not a lot of people have the guts to get lost. I was always a writer and a speaker, but I assumed that logically, an engineer would be a better profession.
Lisa, it sounds like you are going through something very difficult, and it might help to talk to someone. I do not want to look into the mirror. Or, you could just kill the othe … r guy, not the recommended choice though :. One could suggest that Bay memorize. I suffered through four years of technical engineering courses and added another one year to complete the course, and to rub salt on my wounds.
The minimum wage job you had in high school. I am the person everyone forgets. I'm almost emotionless nowadays and I don't know why. So remember that everyone suffers in life at some point. We've managed and we've had a good fun ride through life, but also weathered some difficult storms. I believe I have failed. That 1st year I describe as if I walking through quicksand…Things felt slow, like the menial tasks of every day life took so much effort…strength.
So I stopped trying to tell anyone. . My mom got me a pass to a nice university in Europe but I just couldn't concentrate, I fucked up in my life. You probably have a friend or two. I realize now that is because of the abuse I went through and not being able to talk about it.
Over time, deficits in speed of thought and memory can become major contributors to feeling lost, particularly if we look back on a time when those abilities were so much sharper than they are now. Nicolas Cage dared cops to arrest him While partying in New Orleans, Nicolas Cage got so drunk he allegedly forgot where he lived. He's shut you out an … d whether it's from depression or just that he doesn't want to keep in contact try dating someone that lives closer to you where you can see them on a more regular basis in the flesh and to get to know each other better. Do you have any friends who found their way to a job they like? I have lost interest in my life. At the lowest of all lows at moment.